“For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.” ~ Jesus
My 5-year-old son and I were recently lying on an air mattress in our tent pitched in the backyard as summer vacation drew to an end. We’ve done this every summer now for the last 3 years. It’s become a fun tradition we look forward to and plan for every year. The tent has a zip-away top so we can look up at the stars through a screen. We were lying there, talking softly, looking at the stars and enjoying a sweet bonding moment.
“Jacob,” I said softly in that context.
“Yes, daddy?”
“I love you.” I tell him often, even daily. It’s important for children to be reminded. I tell him often enough that I’m confident he’ll never forget.
“I love you more.” He answered.
“I love you most!” I said in the spirit of playful one-upmanship. We’ve played this game countless times. I smiled. He giggled like he does when he’s about to say something silly. And then he changed the rules of the game by adding one more level:
“I love you most-er!”
We laughed at his silliness, then I thought about what he said. I reflected on how thoughtful my little boy is. As little kids will sometimes do, out of nowhere, he’ll suddenly proclaim, “I love transformers” or “I love pizza.” The funny thing is that his declaration will be in the middle of doing something completely unrelated to the thing he claims undying love for.
The touching thing is what he invariably says afterwards. Just after declaring his love for a toy or food or a TV show, he’ll glance up at me or my wife with a look of concern and add, “But I love my family more!” as if to soften the blow that there could possibly be anything he loves other than us. We’ve never prompted that. We are perfectly fine with him loving anything or anybody else. The more love, for that matter, the better! But he simply cares that we are reminded of his love for us.
But it got me thinking about what we love and how we demonstrate that love. What is at the top on our list of priorities? Can others look at how we live and recognize those priorities on that list? This is a great way to evaluate our values.
So what do you love most? Is there anything that secretly tops that list that we love even most-er?
Your heart will, indeed, be where your treasure is, where what you love the most is. Do you want to be a great mom or dad? What you truly love most may be getting in the way. Do you love the idea of being incredibly wealthy? Which do you love most-er? Can others tell by how you spend your time?
You see, what we love most-er will inevitably rob moments and energy from those things we love, but not the most.
Do you love your spouse most in your life? Or do you love the TV, the game, your friends, the bar, Facebook or something else even more? Can others tell by watching you that you love him/her more? Can he/she tell?
How does anyone know where your heart is? Answer: They watch what you do. Is what you do consistent with what you say you love? If not, then that just may be an indication of what you love most-er.
The good news is that we can choose what we value most in our lives. Then we can align ourselves to those values.
We can align our behavior to our chosen priorities. Doing this consistently, connecting with those values at a deep level, can re-school our hearts to love what we value the most, even lifting it to that lofty level of loving it the most-est.
What do you think?
Are your values aligned to how you spend your time?
Are you out of balance?
Please share your thoughts in the comments.
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I definitely have days when my values are not well aligned with how I spend my time. I never like that feeling so it helps me get back on track.
I think that’s a universal reality. But I agree, it sure feels a lot better when such things are aligned.
Have a wonderful day, Wendy!
Hi Ken,
This was a beautiful story. “I love you” was and still is said a lot between my mom and I and my sweetie and I. I say it often to my 6 month old son. He will never wonder how I feel about him. That being said, I have periods of time where my values are more aligned with how I spend my time than others. Lately I have been dealing with a lot of overwhelm and frustration, but am working to get myself back in balance.
Hi Lisa!
Thank you so much. I grew up in a verbally and physically expressive family. I’m glad I did. It has never been a stretch to tell my loved ones that I love them. That’s wonderful that you have that with your mom and your 6 month old! He’s lucky to have you. How many kids will be able to say they grew up in a home with a mom dedicated to personal growth and developing potential? We’re certainly all imperfect, but what a gift to be able to impart to a son!
My heart and prayers go out to you, Lisa, as you work to get things back in balance. We’ve all been there and will likely return. Keep that beautiful smile of yours well polished! 🙂
Hi Ken, it sounds like you have a wonderful relationship with your son – good for you both!
I love many things in life, my girlfriend Sam is up there at the top! But sometimes I can find it hard to love some things which I loved previously. Maybe it’s because things got difficult, and as things aren’t going to plan, it becomes harder to love them.
The lesson here for me, and for everyone else, is this – true love is felt all the time, not just when things are easy and everyone’s happy. If you love your child when they’re screaming their head off, that’s true love. If you love your blog when the audience is at an all-time low, that’s true love.
Here’s to true love 🙂
Hi Stu! My son and I are two peas in a pod. Definitely true love!
Thanks for adding that insight. Almost all relationships (whether with people or things — like blogs) will likely go through periods of frustration, when commitment is tested and love tried. But that enduring love as the undercurrent to the frustrations and difficulties is certainly an important part of staying true to the person or project.
My wife and I — and my guess is that someday you and Sam — have gone through times when we’ve scratched our heads and wondered what the heck we got into marrying each other. All those moments are to my mind, are signals to change things up a bit, approach the relationship and each other differently, add some newness, some freshness to our lives together, or maybe adjust an attitude or tweak some part of our relationship.
Too many people, I think, take the low tides of relationships when loves seems to have ebbed a bit as a sign to jump ship. But I don’t think that’s necessarily so.
Have a great weekend, my friend!
PS: I think babies are made to be so cute so we keep them even while they’re screaming their heads off! 😉
Very good insight there Ken, sometimes we’re meant to stick it out, rather than doing what everyone else says we should do and jump ship.
During the first 2-3 months with Sam, I took time to get used to her personalities and ‘quirks’, as she did with mine. We went to Paris in February when our relationship was only 2 months old, and we weren’t that intimate/comfortable with each other. I view this now as a ‘test’ of our relationship – if we had not got along, then the relationship would have ended there and then.
But as it stands, we got on brilliantly, and we’re still together stronger than ever 🙂
Thanks Stu!
Wow! Paris after just two months! You don’t slowly ease yourself into things, do you! 🙂 It is interesting though, how we can so quickly click with someone and quickly recognize there’s something potentially very special we can have. I’m happy for you that you found Sam. My wife and I clicked pretty quickly too.
I know of a man who gave his kids the advice that whenever they were thinking about taking a relationship to a deeper level, to make sure they planned a date to a very fancy restaurant, then purposely run out of gas or fake car trouble. He would say that every relationship should have that test to see how they handle stress and disappointment. If they sulk or yell and scream or otherwise handle such things poorly, to run for the hills!
There’s something very wise in that, I think. But it looks like you two passed your relationship test. I’m happy for you, Stu.
Love, wow our actions do show where our love is. To parents that spend time with there children, to spouse that make time for each other.
This brings to mind a child coming home from school for the day. He or she has so much to tell mom or dad about the day, but they are in the middle of doing something or talking to someone else. Does that child feel there love? No, because they are busy at the moment.
We can let those little moments slip by without even realizing it. We make time for what we love the most. And my hopes are that it is love for people not things.
Great story Ken and you have one smart little guy there. He also is concerned about feelings for others. Bless him and you,
Debbie
Thank you so much, Debbie!
Yes, he is an amazing little guy. The other day he came home from school and told us there was a little boy standing by himself on the playground, so my boy went up to him and asked if he wanted to play. He is a thoughtful little dude. And he keeps us on our toes too. It is amazing how much those little minds absorb. It keeps us very aware of what we say and how we say it.
Thank you so much for reminding us of the importance of sending those messages of love to our kids as they come home excited to tell us something about their day.That’s so important for their developing sense that they are valued.
Thanks for sharing such an important insight with us!
Have a wonderful weekend, Debbie!
Hi Ken,
I’m all for living a balanced life. I like to focus on all life domains in my life. That way, I don’t neglect any domain. I give my relationships the time they need as well as the other domains. I’m glad you have a wonderful relationship with your son my friend. Thanks for sharing 😉
Hello Dia,
The importance of having a balanced life is made obvious by simply stating it’s opposite: an imbalanced life! I like the way you put that: balance in all the domains of life, as a parent, as a spouse, at work and so on. That’s good advice!
But that’s the difficult part as well. Sometimes one role requires more attention than another role for some period of time. And sometimes there can be competing goods making demands on too little time to go around. That’s when it can get tricky deciding which role or which domain takes precedence at any given moment.
But that’s also the exciting thing about life: so many ways to experiment with the details, trying one way, then moving to another until all the pieces fit together … for a while, anyway. 🙂
Hi Ken,
Such a sweet story you’ve shared about Jacob, and what a kind heart he already seems to have.
In that lovely photo of the two of you, I can see the twinkling of happiness in his eyes, and in his smile.
Karen
Thank you, Karen. You’re right, his eyes do twinkle with happiness … but they also twinkle with mischief! 🙂
He is a load of fun. And so many funny things out of that little guy’s mouth!
I hope you have a wonderful week, Karen.
Ken,
Mmmm….what a wonderful story!!
I’m reminded of my youngest son (who’s not so young anymore!) – and how I carry him upstairs to bed on most nights. It’s become a great bonding moment (including some of those moments of one-upmanship,too!) – and one that I treasure. And it is love. Just as your moments are with your son…love, in action…
And what a gift that is…
Thanks Lance — and thanks for stopping by and sharing!
Isn’t that the most cherished memory? To have your little love-ball snuggled up in your arms. I’ve had many wonderful conversations (and quite a few tickle fights!) with my boy as I held him and walked him to bed.
I agree, Lance, there’s not many gifts more priceless than that!
Have a great week!
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